The Good Old Times

Whenever I look at our pictures

Regardless of glam or unglam

I don't know why

But I just can't stop tearing

It's not only because I miss those times

I feel so accused

So you think I've changed

I can't meet up with you guys
So I've changed?
Did you guys even bother to think deeper?

Eventually even if there's an outing

I'll never be called out

Have you ever stopped to think

Did I really change?

I've gotta cope with work and cca

I'm not like you

No cca
No work

I wana be devoted to my cca

Regardless of me being in the team
I gotta work

For future savings for my bike

I think I feel damn stupid and dumb right now

All these while
I've been waiting
waiting pointlessly for an outing like before
I didn't even receive any of your smses or comments
on my birthday except from ZL
I really can't take it

I gotta let everything out

This will be my last cry for the ex-clique

I'm gald I'm devoted to my cca and

I think my new friends appreciate me

More then you guys do

The new clique in Dhrmp

and to my Sp Bball clique

They call me out

Even if I can't make it

They understand my difficulties

They aren't like you guys

No interaction and making assumptions

I still can't believe you guys are doing this to me

I knew you guys for 2 years

And I know the Sp-ers for a few months

And even Min Su

My p1 friend till now

We never met since last year

But she doesn't do all this fucked up shit to me

You guys just MIA-ed from me

It's okay

Cos now it's my turn to turn my back on you guys

like what you guys assumed that I've changed

So I'll change for you to see
I'll turn my back on you guys

And walk over to the new clique
I doubt any of you even visit my blog so I'll just post it here
If you read it,
well, I'll be surprised

/Stabbed