" It's gonna take a long time for you to get over "

" Why are you still fucking thinking of him "

" It's not you don't wanna let go, but you don't know how to let go "

" Why are you even bothering to check up on him, when he treats you like dirt "

Thanks for the advice and comfort

I had a dream last night

I dreamt about him again

But I'd like to share this dream with you guys

Because it's seriously  irony

Remember I used to say if he were to fall off a cliff right now, I wouldn't stick out my hand to help

I dreamt that we were in some country

with our friends

and there was a volcanic erruption

but i was not there

I went to buy coke

When I came back

I saw all his friends fleeing

But he wasn't there
So I ran back
I don't know why I faced many obstacles
But I shant reveal what I did or had to do to get past those obstacles

I ran straight to the lava and dug

Even though it was fucking pain

Den I called him

" OMG! Where are you! "

" Oh I just reached the hotel "

And he put down the phone

I woke up when there was another erruption

But in reality

Sam shum called my handphone

I don't know why

But I always thought dreams and reality are not similar

they're not suppose to mix
Whatever you did in your dream

Won't happen in reality

Den tell me why

Why I woke up tearing like I did in the dream

And with scars on my heart just like how the lava scarred me