Awakening

When you realise all this while.
It wasn't feelings that faded
It wasn't because you didn't love him like you did
It was because u held that grudge
That grudge from nearly 1 and a half year ago
Just because he didn't appreciate you that time doesn't mean that he had to go through what you went through
Acknowledge that you were self centered that time
And learn from your mistakes
Repent
Do what you know you should do before its too late
Win him back and treasure him
I know it is very difficult for a girl to be doing what you're doing now
But continue to put up that strong front
2nd choice is degrading but you know it
you know you're willing to forgive him for that
Try harder eventhough he doesn't reply you
What he went through last time is what you're going through now
So try harder
You'll be scarred deeply if this doesn't work out
But at least you won't regret like I did 3 years ago
I didn't try because of my pride as a woman
I'll be looking forward to your good news :)

/A piece of advise from an old friend