Cineleisure AGAIN

Woke up at 5 plus pm today.
totally missed sentosa with jane.
Met jane, ruth, lay and lisa at town.
as usual kop-ed drinks at paragon. slacked at cine.
SAW FENDI AGAIN.
john came.
went to monster cue to pool.
john left abruptly.
jane's bro fetched me home.
that's about all.

Once bitten twice shy
I didn't learn my lesson from my previous experience
And now I got into this mess
We should have never got tgt in the first place
You left me dangling on a thread
And now
After all my effort
You just cut me away
I didn't beg you to not give up on me
But I feel disappointed
That you didn't try but you dare to say you tried
I'm not afraid to say I tried right infront of your face
Because I really did try but you never appreciated anything I did
I've never tried so hard for someone in my life
Not even for my family
And you don't even know what I've done for you
You don't even know the half of it
And how hard it is for a girl to try
To be initiative
Especially a girl like me
I know I'll be sobbing about this for a period of time
Eventhough it ain't worth my time
Because we did stupid things together
Things that remained as scars on my body
Things that only we both know and no one else knew
I'm gald I finally got an answer
Be it negative or positive
I finally got that answer
After asking you so many times
I finally know what am I to you
All I can say right now is
Take care and goodbye