Ppl always say "A new year, a brand new start, forget about the past tragedies and everything will be alright"
Welcome to the year 2009.
Where the ministry of pain just kidnapped me.
Of the 17 years of my life, I fucking hate 2009/2008
I really wish that a car would literally bang me down right now
Welcome to the year 2009.
Where the ministry of pain just kidnapped me.
Of the 17 years of my life, I fucking hate 2009/2008
I really wish that a car would literally bang me down right now
Taizi said "I dunno what you are thinking right now but I know that this is the first time I've seen you so depressed. I dunno how to comfort you because I dunno how you feel. But I know that the only thing I can give to you is this hug and it means it from the bottom of my heart"
That hug really meant a lot to me at that moment.
Especially the one from John and Taizi
I just couldn't control myself when I saw him
But when Tai gave me that long and sincere hug
I was still suppressing, suppressing the tears that welled up in my eyes, suppressing the emotions that wanted to wreck havoc, suppressing the words that I wanted to say and many other things.
Sometimes, I really didn't expect that those were the ppl who leave me crushed
It's not my boyfriend, it's you guys.
You know who you guys are.
That amount of pain and misery you've inflict on me.
You guys will never understand.
It's worse than how he hurt me.
I was already sad enough that night that the dateline was the next day(today).
And that we all betted on "No" made it even worse.
I knew the outcome and you guys know what that dateline was and who it was for.
I couldn't take another blow but well, you guys did it.
Do you want a round of applause for it
It takes months or even years to build or make something
But just seconds to break it
That hug really meant a lot to me at that moment.
Especially the one from John and Taizi
I just couldn't control myself when I saw him
But when Tai gave me that long and sincere hug
I was still suppressing, suppressing the tears that welled up in my eyes, suppressing the emotions that wanted to wreck havoc, suppressing the words that I wanted to say and many other things.
Sometimes, I really didn't expect that those were the ppl who leave me crushed
It's not my boyfriend, it's you guys.
You know who you guys are.
That amount of pain and misery you've inflict on me.
You guys will never understand.
It's worse than how he hurt me.
I was already sad enough that night that the dateline was the next day(today).
And that we all betted on "No" made it even worse.
I knew the outcome and you guys know what that dateline was and who it was for.
I couldn't take another blow but well, you guys did it.
Do you want a round of applause for it
It takes months or even years to build or make something
But just seconds to break it
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