Wednesday, July 23

"Why the fuck do I try so hard?"
Those words said from you
Try applying the scenario to me
Just because I stfu all this time
You assume there's nth in me
If can't take it
Let's end this story
And we'll go out seperate ways
Pretending that each other didn't exist
Is that what you want?
I'm fine with it
I'm so damn tired and you will never seem to understand
Coming to school eeryday feeling so faint and giddy
Sleepless nights and early mornings
WHY THE FUCKIN HELL DO I GET ALL THIS SHIT
WHY
Have you ever thought why
You go figure it out yourself
We never had the same interest

WHY did you find me at the basketball court
I want to commit to basketball
but you ain't interested in it
I've given it up so many fucking times just for you

I feel so dumb that I give up so many chances just because of you
Without you
I can ball all day long
Without you
I can stay at home and do my projects or study
Without you
I can work more and not spend money outside with you
Without you
My life will be much better
Let's end this game
But I want those words from you
If you thinking you're trying so hard
Just throw everything away

Throw me away
I'll watch you from afar
Graduating from sec 5
Hope you get into a new business course
It's even more fucked up than your pathetic O levels
Instead of fucking helping
You just throw more rocks at me
Just fuck these 13 months
I'll be waiting for those words from you
Take back your ring

Take back everything
I'll give them back to you
I'll erase the memories we had together

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