145am there's a fucking bee buzzing around my room
I feel like slapping it HAHAHHA
Oh wells, it disrupted my trance of thoughts
I think im having ec test tmr
Gah Idk anything
I think my throat is infected
I can taste blood
AND OH MY FUCKING HELL
THE BEE IS NOW ON THE FLOOR AND SOME FAT ASS LIZARD IS BITING IT
MAN.. THIS IS DAMN ENTERTAINING
I think the bee isn't tasty cos after 2 bites, the lizard ran back under the shelves
HAHAHA how dumb can I get
getting entertained by insects and reptiles lookalikes

Oh shitheads
Feel so damn pressured
Can't sleep lately
Idk why too
I think I need help
Big time
I'm numb
Can't feel anything
It's so damn odd
Because nobody understands and I myself dun understand myself either
Just randomly breaking down in the middle of the night
Unable to sleep
For whatever reasons I dun even noe