Bye bye basketball

ahahhaa just woke up
fucking hell
i wake up everyone all gone
looool
ponned school today
couldnt get up
got ready to go do project
hahaha last night
looool damn fun
drink and drink
drink away your sorrows
bui eh super funny
she drunk liao we ask her do the lift her boobs thing
and dennn
damn sweet i tell u
she and stef slept together
love love heart felt ehhhh
hahahaha
xue li drunk liao like some noob
den si barbara nv get drunk at all
HAHAHHAHA
aya really the match ytd i thought like we were on par
gahhhh cant play on court
rather play off court
really i alr can expect what the seniors are gonna think of us
one leave all leave kind
nb, as if we super close lildat, we've only known each other for a few weeks?
but honestly speaking
i can see that more than half of whoever who went to talk today really enjoyed playing ball
like lizhen said , its a passion
it is my passion
i played non stop for 5 years regardless of being in the team or not
Xing really looked like she wanted to play
barbara say only dun wana play but i can see she wants to play
Xue li wants to play but she think she too noob
I, really want to play too but it's so obvious alr
that we dont have commitment
like what the new teacher said
you got no commitment you dont have to come down anymore
We're not doing this on purpose
its no like we dun feel like it den dun come down
If i had no projects and if i wasnt working on both weekdays and weekends
i prolly have all the time in the world
right now
time is an impt factor
i havent even collected my O levels result slip
its not like im doing it on purpose
We discussed
we really cant play on court
just look at our performances
off court and on court
such a huge difference
i wouldnt wana be a burden but idk bout the rest
i noe xueli feels the same
if only we had the guts to say all these out
now it seems like we're to blame for coming to bball for fun
and leaving all together
fuck, they prolly wouldnt uds us
new teacher was saying we dun talk
snrs always saying we dont count
why we dont make a sound?
idk bout the rest but i came from a school that whenever u make a sound
u have to do pumpings
poly team is way different
When i was in sec school, we would be scolded for talking
or telling others whats the count
we trained by counting mentally and the captain would randomly ask ppl wads the count
I've never spoken to my seniors at all
when we tried to mingle with them on court or off court
the captain would scold us
that we dont have respect for them
and lecture us on duno wad shit ranking/status thing
saying they are right on top and we're right at the goddammit bottom
we do not qualified to mingle with them
I tried to mingle but whenever I sit ard them
it becomes formal and all the year 1s shut up
its the same feeling as a teacher and student
anyway what is done cannot be undone
and Idk if i shld be happy with my decision
but I think we all did the right thing
because nobody deserves to be in the team if they're not committed
oh wells, just put aside all the unhappy thoughts
hahaha
after that those nut heads came brad macs
eat until 1 lololol
den before that we went cheers buy vodka
hahah on sale
52.smth
den the cashier said oh sorry we dont sell after 12
but it was like on the spot 12 only loh
den bui eh went to seduce the cashier HAHAHAHA
wa heng heng we got it =]
and they were like complaining on the way to my house
lololol
nut heads
i hope i'll go to school tmr